DECENIJU SE BORILA SA BOLEŠĆU: Tajči otkrila koliko je morala raditi na sebi

Tatjana Kameron Tajči odlučila je da prihvati izazov i usporedi svoj život sada i prije 10 godina.

Ona je na svom Instagramu objavila dvije fotografije sa svojim sinovima, između kojih je deset dugih godina. Njen život se od tada drastično promijenio.
„Više se ne bojim da budem osuđena, napuštena, ismijavana i prozivana zato što sam ono što jesam. Prije deset godina sam išla na terapije koje su mi pomogle da se izborim s paničnim napadima i nedostajalo mi je da budem hrabra, slobodna i nezavisna od tuđeg mišljenja. Suprug me je volio i podržavao, ali nije razumio odakle sve to dolazi, pa sam morala sama da radim na sebi, iznutra. Kad sad pogledam na taj proces, usporedila bih ga s topljenjem ogromnog glečera na proljetnom suncu. Mnogo ljudi mi je u različitim situacijama pomoglo da steknem životnu mudrost i vječno sam im zahvalna na tome“, napisala je Tajči. U svemu tome najviše su je u životu održala djeca koja su joj davala snagu.

 

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#10yearchallenge Yea, a lot of stuff happened in the past 10 years… the biggest difference (apart from hair and a few wrinkles)? I am no longer afraid of being judged, rejected, expelled, abandoned, yelled at, publicly called out or punished for being me (yup, I love yoga, inclusiveness and open mindedness 😉) 🧚‍♂️ 🦹🏼‍♀️ 🔻 Now, 10 years ago… 🤔 … I was quite a bit taller than my boys. 🙂 I was in therapy and finally coming out of my bouts of panic attacks. I took the boys to see Mary Poppins (the Broadway Tour). It was one of the small steps I was taking to going back to being me (After all, I was still that girl who left everything behind because she didn’t want to be a doll). I loved my church concerts, but I missed playing gigs where people danced and held each other tight. I missed singing love songs and heartbreak songs and toasting-to-life songs. I missed being me: confident, brave and free from shame, guilt and other people’s opinions. My husband loved me and supported me, but he couldn’t fully understand where all this was coming from. I had to do the healing on my own – deep within. . . Looking back, I see how this process was as gradual as melting of a giant glacier in the early spring sun. It took many people in many different situations to bring me wisdom, guidance and encouragements I needed. I’m forever grateful for each of them – many will never know how much they had helped me. . I created many projects that helped me through that process: the play “My Perfectly Beautiful Life”, “Stanley and Tajci” show, “Awaken” album, “Waking Up in America” TV show… “Be a Rockstar I’d Transformation” book and course… . . And yes, my sons were my biggest motivation. I knew I wanted to be the healthiest version of me I could be so I don’t cause them to loose their way in growing into people they are created to be. . . .Good 10 years! Hard, challenging, but 💪🏻 kind of good! 😉 #transformation #healing #positivechange

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